chronicles of my crazy

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Sat, 25 May 2013 06:39:50 -0400

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Sat, 25 May 2013 02:07:00 -0400

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Sat, 25 May 2013 01:56:44 -0400

thehighwayaisle: Well, fuck.

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:31:35 -0400

thehighwayaisle:

Well, fuck.

everettspencerwilliams: Lol girl can’t get a break

Thu, 23 May 2013 18:09:36 -0400

everettspencerwilliams:

Lol girl can’t get a break

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Thu, 23 May 2013 18:08:45 -0400

dayofthedove: buzzfeed: George Takei responds to “traditional”...

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:08:24 -0400

dayofthedove:

buzzfeed:

George Takei responds to “traditional” marriage fans.

I love this man, and I’m having a fun time imagining Sulu saying these things

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Thu, 23 May 2013 09:46:50 -0400

madturbating: one time i balled so hard not even i could find me

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:42:39 -0400

madturbating:

one time i balled so hard not even i could find me

Game of Thrones Sex Tip 84

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:42:34 -0400

agameofsextips:

Nothing puts a gal in the mood like interrupting her sensual bath with a bag of severed heads.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 09:42:15 -0400

2073: money can’t buy happiness but it can buy a false sense of security and fruity alcoholic...

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:39:22 -0400

2073:

money can’t buy happiness but it can buy a false sense of security and fruity alcoholic beverages to numb the pain and honestly what’s the difference

the color of low self esteem

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:26:10 -0400

miguu:

what i never
learned
from my mother
was that
just because someone desires you
does
not mean they value you.
desire is the kind of thing that
eats you
and
leaves you starving.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 09:22:05 -0400

"It’s taboo to admit that you’re lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people..."

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:20:21 -0400

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It’s taboo to admit that you’re lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven’t left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. Ha ha, funny. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you’re not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are.

A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn’t transition well to adult life, that you’d fall right through the cracks. And look at you now. La di da, it’s happening.

Your mother, your father, your grandparents: they all look at you like you’re some prized jewel and they tell you over and over again just how lucky you are to be young and have your whole life ahead of you. “Getting old ain’t for sissies,” your father tells you wearily.

You wish they’d stop saying these things to you because all it does is fill you with guilt and panic. All it does is remind you of how much you’re not taking advantage of your youth.

You want to kiss all kinds of different people, you want to wake up in a stranger’s bed maybe once or twice just to see if it feels good to feel nothing, you want to have a group of friends that feels like a tribe, a bonafide family. You want to go from one place to the next constantly and have your weekends feel like one long epic day. You want to dance to stupid music in your stupid room and have a nice job that doesn’t get in the way of living your life too much. You want to be less scared, less anxious, and more willing. Because if you’re closed off now, you can only imagine what you’ll be like later.

Every day you vow to change some aspect of your life and every day you fail. At this point, you’re starting to question your own power as a human being. As of right now, your fears have you beat. They’re the ones that are holding your twenties hostage.

Stop thinking that everyone is having more sex than you, that everyone has more friends than you, that everyone out is having more fun than you. Not because it’s not true (it might be!) but because that kind of thinking leaves you frozen. You’ve already spent enough time feeling like you’re stuck, like you’re watching your life fall through you like a fast dissolve and you’re unable to hold on to anything.

I don’t know if you ever get better. I don’t know if a person can just wake up one day and decide to be an active participant in their life. I’d like to think so. I’d like to think that people get better each and every day but that’s not really true. People get worse and it’s their stories that end up getting forgotten because we can’t stand an unhappy ending. The sick have to get better. Our normalcy depends upon it.

You have to value yourself. You have to want great things for your life. This sort of shit doesn’t happen overnight but it can and will happen if you want it.

Do you want it bad enough? Does the fear of being filled with regret in your thirties trump your fear of living today?

We shall see.

”

- You’re Not Making The Most Of Your 20s by Ryan O’Connell (via colporteur)

AW FUCK.

(via anticipate)

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Thu, 23 May 2013 09:16:46 -0400

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Thu, 23 May 2013 09:16:07 -0400

"Language is the most massive and inclusive art we know, a mountainous and anonymous work of..."

Wed, 22 May 2013 02:41:43 -0400

“Language is the most massive and inclusive art we know, a mountainous and anonymous work of unconscious generations.”

- Edward Sapir, Language: an Introduction to the Study of Speech (via victoriousvocabulary)

buttpoems: A drawing about how to be the best you you can be

Wed, 22 May 2013 01:42:55 -0400

buttpoems:

A drawing about how to be the best you you can be

subtlecluster: velved: Marilyn Minter, oil on canvas THESE...

Wed, 22 May 2013 01:41:12 -0400

subtlecluster:

velved:

Marilyn Minter, oil on canvas

THESE ARE PAINTINGS. LET’S TALK ABOUT THAT FOR A SECOND

Dear Marilyn Minter, you’re a badass. Look at more of her stuff.